Quote for today

nak mandi tadi, terlintas balik ayat ni..
dulu ada member post kt FB dia..
juz re-quote blk..

"You teach me how to love you, how to miss you..
but you forget to teach me how to forget you"

kembali..

10/6/2011..

lebih kurang selepas 3 tahun..
tak update pun blog ni..
quit FBing..
try new solution, to build up my life..
to gain my self-esteem..

sendiri, sorang2..
hurm, life must go on..
selepas peristiwa 1/1/2011..
dah 5bulan 10 hari..
if we still together, today is our ulang-bulan yg ke 4tahun 8bulan..
but..
i'm still waiting for a miracle..
dia mahukan aku yg lain, yg lebih berjaya..
semoga aku berjaya..
good luck Hasanal..

today..
ari kedua deactivate FB..
rasa lain macam..
kt ofis masih bole tahan, tp kt rumah ni rasa nk bukak je blk..
perlu kuatkan azam..
try for a week..
sbb aku lemah bila slalu tgk dia..
oh darling, i miss u so..
rasa dah lama tak blk gemas..
esok ada knduri kawen member..
tough decision..
next week - off to pulau perhentian..
tak sabar rasanya..

hope to find my own life, my own way..

I`ll be..

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be with a tapping of love
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

*for the love one..

Setelah aku tahu..

Mengapa aku tak dapat melupakanmu
Antara perjalanan
Suci menangkap waktu
Membuat aku rindu

Bukannya aku tewas dalam perjuangan
Membelai impian
Sebentar tadi aku
Lihat sinar matamu

Meronai garis-garis kesetiaan
Semakin kelam dan amat panjang
Bagaimana aku hendak melupakanmu
Dalam keheningan pagi sering bertemu

Untuk esok biarlah ia berlalu
Lantas membuang mata fikirku
Dalam kenangan begitu payah melupakanmu
Mungkin untuk selama-lamanya

Jadilah aku pengingat yang setia
Setelah aku tahu
Aku hanya serangga
Di taman belantara

Snuff

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that saver every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...
When you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
My hope was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I wont listen to your shame
You ran away you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know

If you still care, don't ever let me know

..just a lyric..

Selamat Hari Raya!!

This adorable creature called W-O-M-A-N

If you kiss her, you are not a gentleman
If you don't, you are not a man

If you praise her, she thinks you are lying
If you don't, you are good for nothing

If you agree to all her likes, she is abusing
If you don't, you are not understanding

If you make romance, you are an 'experienced man'
If you don't you are half a man

If you visit her too often, she thinks it is boring
If you don't, she accuses you of double crossing

If you are well dressed, she says you are a playboy
If you don't, you are a dull boy

If you are jealous, she says it's bad
If you don't , she thinks you do not love her

If you attempt a romance, she says you didn't respect her
If you don't, she thinks you do not like her

If you are a minute late, she complains it's hard to wait
If she is late, she says that's a girl's way

If you visit another, she accuses you of being a heel
If she is visited by another, 'oh it's natural, we are girls'

If you kiss her once in a while, she professes you are cold
If you kiss her too many, she yells that you are taking advantage

If you fail to help her in crossing the street, you lack ethics
If you do, she thinks it's just one of the man's tactics

If you stare at other, she accuses you of flirting
If she is stared by others, she says that they are just admiring

If you talk, she wants you to listen
If you listen, she wants you to talk

Oh God! you created those creature called "WOMAN'
So simple, yet so complex
So weak, yet so powerful
So confusing, yet so desirable

"Ya ALLAH, tell me what to do. AMIN"